distractors: anything everything nothing
sentence: "I know your mother might have done a lot of things that  hurt  you.It appears as if you hate her.But I can tell you this from my  experiences  that disliking her,or even hating her,feels nowhere near as  1onely  as never having known a mother at all--good or bad.At least,you feel  [MASK]  .For me,it's all just a large blank of loneliness inside my heart,and that's  how  I'11 feel until I die."