distractors: burden chaos creed
sentence: Now I am actually 4 grateful   for all that has happened to me.I realize I would have never had to reflect and rethink about the purpose of my 5 1ife   if I had never been so close to 6 [MASK]   *
  Had I not been 7 pushed   to this limit,I would not have developed a deep 8 appreciation   of the beautiful gift of life and of everything around me.I also would not have thought about how I wanted to 9 affect   the people around me in a positive way before leaving the world.