Should One Repent If He Feels That He Will Do It Again?
Okay. But no guarantee to be forgiven? I think the maturity level of a person and his nature also play a great role. A person can have a lot of knowledge in his young age but still can be immature. Example:-1) A person is addicted to smoking in his young age. Now days later he got to know that it can actually cause him lung cancer. Now he got terrified and tried not to smoke but somehow he smokes intetionally or unintentionally as he is addicted to it. But years later he got diagnosed with cancer . Now the real realization took place. He promised himself that now he won’t go near to smoking if he survive. And he did survive. 2) A boy knows that if he study well he can score good marks. But he always used to ignore and follow his desire of other activities. He used to think that if he study the day before the exam he can pass it. He continue to pass in exams with this attitude but in higher classes he failed. Now the real realization hit him hard and in the next year he did top in school. So yeah this is my point. A real realization can be felt by a person after he committed something big and he can change himself too after the real realization. As you said this life is a test so a test can be different for a different person. And Some can fail in his test in this life but he can rise again and become succesful if he’s alive.