Earning Something Over An Action That Is Circumstantially Haram
@Irfan76 sir the issue is not about my taqwa, the thing is that my OCD keeps me in so much doubt. I want to use it because it’s a beneficial thing. but a quick thought comes that what if it’s not permissible to use the it because the action that was Halal, i did disobedience while performing it and if that disobedience of made it sin and subsequently this item impermissible to use. then a fear comes that what if Allah holds me accountable on DOJ that i used the watch despite getting the thought mentioned above.