Litmus Tests For Knowing If You Are Rebellious Or Arrogant Towards God
We are obliged to obey God according to our capacity. No one can claim that one has completely folowed an order. We obey the best, and leave the rest to our Merciful God. You may need to learn how Merciful is God. Rebellion and arrogance is something else. When one is rebellious one knows it.
Although I know chances of me being arrogant and rebellious in a major sense are slim at places where I have such doubts on myself, I am giving myself hope that even if it turns out to be like that I am asking God for help to improve myself and as long as I am doing this, I should be fine, and if I still get punished in the hereafter (turning out my doubts were true, which is slim), I hope that hell is not eternal and shall cease to exist when God wills as He hasn’t promised its eternity. This is just so that I can stop this overthinking and self-doubting. Is thinking like this, especially keeping such hope that God hasn’t promised hell’s eternity, aligns with Quranic teachings? Should I be using hell not being promised to be eternal for increasing hope?
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