Please Help Me In My Distressed Fighting With My Own Thoughts
Assalamu alaikum @irfan76 I am tired of this fighting. I tried. I fix in one way and a new thought starts to grow. I fix that one the previous one starts to.grow with new condition. I am so tired. I can’t remember last when i woke up in a fresh mind. I am so tired. I tried to fix my.thoughts I failed. The only moment I.stay in clamness is when I am at my office, even while working several thoughts come. I somehow survive. I am sorry if.my question made you pissed off. But please reply in yes/no. Perhaps without yes/no answe it won’t be possible to set my.self at peace. 1. Even if suppose I uttered that “Ok.Allah forgive him” and then I say that I am taking back the forgiveness it is valid? (I was tangled in different thoughts related.to this forgiveness and kufr. And then to fix those thoughts and eradicte the fear of kufr I said like “Ok I forgive him”. And after that, said I am not forgiving him. So was this revokation valid? @Irfan76
Answering your question will empower your thoughts. Do not answer them. Consult a psychiatrist.