My OCD And Islam
@Ittobaba Jazak Allah. I appreciate u replying. I do what u do, reason with myself, research, probably mentally break down once, research again and accceptance comes with time but the mind finds something else or even something old. I even have a kid who’s now become a point of fixation, as my mind not only sees my failings as a mother as only a social failure but also a religious one and I feel useless. I agree with surah kahf being kind of comforting( maybe because it puts things into perspective). Moreover I just accept sometimes that I am kinda of failing/ bad and it helps me pray nafl prayers like I’m pleading and that can strangely be impovering as it really makes me let go of the fear part of doing what is haram and hold on to the hope for mercy regardless. May Allah Talla make all our hearts filled with wisdom and his graciousness make them lighter so that we are better equipped to actually do some actual good and feel hopeful for his mercy when we do wrong.