Reconciling Faith, Suffering And Fitrah
To feel helpless in front of God is what is required, this is called Abdiayat, servitude, and men are called Abd, slaves or servants of God, not lovers or beloved or children of God. God does not present Himself as loveable like that of a mother or father, He presents Himself as the master of the universe. He created a grand scheme of the test to favor His obedient servants. Since He is just and generous, therefore we love Him.