The Son You Love - SCP Foundation

Some part of me still loves you dearly. I still can't forgive you.

i'll never be the son you raised

i can see it in your eyes

you claim you still love me

and that i will always be your son

that God makes no mistakes

that i can always talk to you

that it is okay that i am slightly effeminate

you treat me like i am confused

like i just don't understand who i am

when you have never felt the pain

the misery

of wearing someone else's skin

i want to love you

some part of me

loves you dearly

you sacrificed so much for me

and yet

when you ask me for help after you berated me

after you treated your daughter like filth

your daughter who knows the pains

of not being who she wants

the pain of wanting to tear yourself to shreds

the pain of being covered in vile, disgusting fur

the pain of being unable to speak without cringing

the pain of

never being

the son you loved

i love you

that's why i don't want to see you again.

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