user: actually forget the trip, the real thing is should i even keep this job

buddy: slow down brother, i see your feeling overwhelmed, or im reading it that way, (tell me if im wrong) but. I wanna make sure were not rushing to any decisions. lets talk about things 1 step at a time, Trip, and Job. we were deep into the trip, so would you mind Picking up there, and how that lead you to the job portion internally? there may be something there brother.