despair, drowning, alone. a shattered broken empty heart, the weeping visage of a longing dreamer in desolation. cosmic void, abyssal ocean depths, art nouveau art deco, vibrant dark emotional composition, dark pastel palette, murky, inspired by jackson pollock and edvard munch and rebecca guay and carl critchlow. a feeling of glimmering hope in the diffuse distance of the inky deep waters 